You leave

you close your eyes, and fall asleep without a care in the world. you don't wonder whether if someone lies awake restless thinking about you every night. you treat them like the cafés you run in and out from. without a care in the world you come, without care, you leave.


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Location:Jalan Walter Grenier,Kuala Lumpur,Malaysia

my friend

you're so proud in the knowledge that you've almost acquired what you wanted that you forget, that we're all only humans; that as much as our hearts may want to traverse certain paths, our headstrong minds are the ones that really control our being. you can deny this truth all you want. if you, my friend, were governed by your heart, then conditions substantiating relationships to work should be trivial to you. but of course, like everyone else, what would you know of love? what would someone like you know about the matters of the heart? in love, you've proven your ignorance. and a joke, your life has become.

more than words

saying i love you is not the words that i want to hear from you..
more than words is all you have to do to make it real..

You lie ...

You lie through your nose when you're questioned. You lie though you know that I see through you. You lie though you know you are apparent before me; naked. You lie though you know I see you perfectly. And knowingly, I loved you blindly.

Location:Jalan Kolam Air Lama,Ampang,Malaysia

Deathbed

it's come to the point where even your venomous words have begun to sound like a beautiful prayer. its come to the point where going on for days without you provokes the silent dragon that sleeps within my heart. i had hoped that springs' cool winds would soothe the turmoil in my now burning heart. but then again, i had hoped so many things for this new year, but like a flower, separated from its roots, it wilted; bringing my dreams to its deathbed.

sometimes

sometimes you come to me in my dreams. sometimes you appear on the faces of passers-by. sometimes I hear your voice on the radio. if they are not you, then why do you torture me with your perfidious appearances?


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The ex

So I'm at my spot at the bookshop. For the first time in my life, even with the mess that I'm in, I've nothing left to say. Though, these thoughts are stuck in my mind; that maybe he's right. I'll learn to love and trust him again. The truth is that I'm tired of going against the current. Right now I just want to go where the waves take me. There was a time that I would've done everything and anything for him, of course that's changed.


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Location:Jalan Lumba Kuda,Kuala Lumpur,Malaysia

Nothing stops

Life doesn't stop even if you tell it to. Your heart does not stop beating even if you order it to. Like everyone else they're deaf toward your cries. Like everyone else they will give you false promises; that everything will be fine; that all is well..


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Location:Jalan Ukay,Ampang,Malaysia

sweet words of love

the devil came into my dreams. in the silence of the night, he whispered sweet words of love into my ear. his strangely familiar warm embrace kept me away from the nights cruel chill. he ran his fingers through my hair whilst reminiscing about the past; i laughed dreamily at his fruitless attempts at resurfacing ancient memories. was i awake? or was i asleep? amidst the confusion i wondered how i got to where i was. has the devil breached the fencing of my house? im decapitated; both heart and mind are at two different places. as he promises a new life and beautiful dreams, i float between consciousness and unconsciousness; drifting away, his sweet whispers remind me constantly of his seemingly sweet promises; constantly reminding me...

Location:Petaling street

kaisay kahoon?

kaisay kahoon kitna bechain hai

dil mera tere bina?

how can I tell you

how restless my heart is without you?