Diseased

Everyone around me treats me like I'm a diseased person (with all the tiptoeing around me) like as if heartbreak were an infectious disease. They call my name ever so sweetly, and they're also so very polite that its as if them being rude would cause me even more heartache. My father won't even look at me. The only time I ever feel normal is when I'm at the movies, alone, or when I talk to Shak (We've been swearing daily. He claims cussing therapy helps) or when I go for my muay thai classes. There, nobody asks how I'm coping. Nobody says anything else except for "Turn your body Farra" or "I think all you need is to be flexible around your pelvis and for that, you need me to teach you how to dance" or "boom, boom, shake, shake, turn your body!". I miss people being normal around me. I just can't wait to go to Langkawi with my muay thai team. I promise to post loads of piccies!