of disapproval

she looks at me as always with her disapproving gaze. she hates me having control over her finances. after all, what is my fault in all of this? i have no control over the job that has been given to me. she disapproves that i see other people. she supports those who have broken everything that i've held dear over these years; friendship, love and what not. then she spits out venomous words for reasons beyond my understanding though mostly i try to rationalise it. she's going through her menopause afterall.